MissTaken
Biker Chick
- Joined
- Jun 30, 2001
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As some of you are aware, I am recently out of a relationship. My first D/s relationship, in fact.
I stumbled and struggled, feeling thrust as a canoe might on a raging river. Then, healing began.
How does one leave a relationship of such intensity? For me, I remained freinds with Him. Eventually, I have become friends with His new sub. (It appears He works quickly )
Two points:
I phoned Him last week. While the call was very friendly and superficial, it brought back a longing for a relationship. I miss the devotion, the adoration of a Dom. I miss having that in my life.
The second point: He has asked that I stand up for them when He and his new sub get married. :O
Hmmmmmmmm.........
This all seems odd to me and I rather think He has a plan. However, how do you end a relationship?
How do you walk away? It is so much more difficult than the other relationships I have had and I realize this is because of the D/s aspects.
Pssst......no! I do not want Him back.
I stumbled and struggled, feeling thrust as a canoe might on a raging river. Then, healing began.
How does one leave a relationship of such intensity? For me, I remained freinds with Him. Eventually, I have become friends with His new sub. (It appears He works quickly )
Two points:
I phoned Him last week. While the call was very friendly and superficial, it brought back a longing for a relationship. I miss the devotion, the adoration of a Dom. I miss having that in my life.
The second point: He has asked that I stand up for them when He and his new sub get married. :O
Hmmmmmmmm.........
This all seems odd to me and I rather think He has a plan. However, how do you end a relationship?
How do you walk away? It is so much more difficult than the other relationships I have had and I realize this is because of the D/s aspects.
Pssst......no! I do not want Him back.