'05 Never

bymidnightj©

Thoughts race around,
Darkness surrounds.
Pictures flash,
Images of the past.

Never good enough,
Never pretty enough.
Never smart enough,
Nothing ever could be.

Try with all my might,
I just couldn't be.
Seeming always,
To be in the wrong.

Always my fault,
Always in the way.
Keeping silent,
With the pain.

Never good enough,
Never pretty enough.
Never smart enough,
Not even skinny enough.

Nothing done right,
Yet nothing done wrong.
Just couldn't be,
What they wanted me to be.

Never again,
Nothing ever will change.
Never for anyone,
I am who I am.

-- Jessi --
- 11/17/05 -

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