4 Letters

It has been years.
When she last cried those tears.
Oh, she had so much fear.
When you came into her room.
It spelt her doom.
She was your daughter.
Why did you even bother?
She protected you from me.
She knew I'd kill you.
So fucking true.
When I saw you on top.
She told you to stop.
But you kept going.
Never knowing.
I was standing at the window, watching.
My anger and hate in me growing.
I couldn't take anymore.
I broke through the door.
You tried your best to explain.
But the view was plain.
Clear as glass.
I was gonna kick your ass.
She took my arm and away from you.
I was hurt too.
I trusted you with my life.
You're daughter was gonna be my fucking wife.
But you had to do that to her.
You fucking mother fucker.
But she couldn't control me.
When you stood there.
I saw the fear.
I came after you with rage.
She should have put me in a cage.
O Lord, give me the strength.
But I guess He was a myth.
To bad for you.
Who's gonna be blue?
When you're gone.
And this deed is done?
She didn’t say a word.
When I pulled your Marine sword.
You call me a bastard and an asshole.
Crawl back to your hole.
Keep calling me names.
But you don't know my game.
Death is the name of the game.
And I've been playing for a long time.
And I never loss.
But you crossed the line.
And its time to get tossed.
I’m gonna kill you many times.
And never gave a damn.
But it's time.
Don't duck.
You mother fucking punk.
Take it like a man.
But what kind of man does that to his daughter?
Now you know my plan.
She has nothing to say.
She's crying in the hallway.
Its just me and you.
And I'll run you through.
But I want to make you suffer.
So run for cover.
You fucking fool.
I don’t need my steel tool.
There's no place to hide.
I'll have your hid.
Don't calm me down.
I'm gonna bring you to the ground.
I can't take it anymore.
You need to die.
And today I was gonna get high.
But I came over.
Her darling lover.
Now I know why she didn't like my sexual touch.
You raped her to much.
The words of your death come running into my ears.
And your end is very near.
That's it.
Bring it.
Come after me.
And die by my hands.
She's gonna be free.
The fight has just begun.
I forgot about the gun.
Smart move.
Running to your room.
Bring the steel.
This is your last meal.
I'm the maker of this game.
And you're just fucking lame.
Oh no, you missed.
Missed a second time.
Missed a third time.
Fuck this.
We fall to the floor.
And the gun went off.
The cops at the door.
I made sure you're dead.
You'll never sleep in her bed.
Night becomes day.
She didn't wanna say.
But she missed you anyway.
And she told them she'd be okay.
I didn't wanna leave her side.
I didn't have pride.
I didn't enjoy this.
I wanted her loving kiss.
To reassure me.
But she said her good-bye to me.
And said she would see me later.
And she wrote me four letters.
I was the one to find her.
Blood was splattered everywhere
Why couldn't I be there.
Why did she have to die this way.
And they say......
At least she said good-bye.
But fuck them.
She was my first true love.
My beautiful white dove.
The letters told me everything.
How her father crossed the line.
I wish I could kill him a second time.
I wish she didn't tell me everything like this.
I wanted to hear her voice.
I miss her honey lip kiss.
I felt so much pain.
I'm going insane.
Is god punishing me?
These tears burn.
I guess its my turn.
Someone needs to suffer.
But why couldn't he just hurt me?
And let her be?
They told me she couldn't take it.
Everyone now knows it.
The dark secret she held from the world.
She was just a little girl.
The years began to pass.
And my mind a mess.
But I miss her loving ways.
I still see her beautiful face.
And feel the cold embrace.
My love for her was no game.
She didn’t need to feel the shame.
It was his fucking sin.
For raping his kin.
Now I sit here with the last letter.
Not knowing what’s inside.
I wish she was by my side.
Not until twenty-one.
Written on the front.
We were thinking about having a son.
And maybe two daughters.
But its because of her father.
Are dreams are lost.
My twenty-one day year is near.
Bringing back burning tears.
Remembering the suffering years.
We were foolish and young.
But he was fucking wrong.
Its midnight.
This doesn’t feel right.
I’m twenty-one.
My hand not steady.
I can’t be ready.
This is not right.
But its midnight.
And I’m twenty-one.
Tears run down my face.
My eyes burning with mace.
I start read to what she wrote.
And.
Oh my God.