Am I Worth it to You?

Yet another twenty four hours you've spent
torturing yourself; with yourself; you lament
Over; painfully over; then - relent
to being enslaved; to Me only you vent

Your wants and desires you've confided to Me
Your confessed need of discipline; endlessly
lashed with a whip; by Me; diligently
On all fours; head bowed; submitting faithfully

When My lessons are obeyed; you go home as free
to a wife; normal life; though... not quite, you see
Your penchant for bondage is solely with Me
Your marriage secure; without doubt; we agree

But the look in your eyes reveals to Me more
as I cuff, whip and paddle him who I adore
"I love you, My Goddess" I hear from the floor
And I love you, My Puppy; in that I am sure

But I still wonder if someday; somewhere down the road
The word "Goddess"; too heavy in your mind's load
Unrest, guilt and shame; you'll reap what you sowed
Am I worth it to you? As your risk taking showed?

When I see you at work; when I lie here in bed
as I lie awake thinking of words you have said
I want to be more to you- for you; instead
I fear your Creation you someday may dread

Know I'll always love you for all you've done
You've shown Me these passions; My life's just begun
If I'm worth it; My heart will rise; as the sun
But not set; always warm; for I'll know I've won

For I was desired; worshipped and loved - so much so
that you chanced your homelife; career; making us grow
I live knowing you'll never be completely Mine, though
Am I worth it to you?

That's all I'll ever need to know