beloved burden

come to me and take this pain away
look into my eyes, focus on me, my eyes
slowly, shhh, thats it, softly caress, touching flesh
panting softly, close your eyes...

im closing them for you, an echoing maddness
tempt me again, pull me inside
whisper fantasies in my mind

squeeze me in this life giving embrace
lips to lick, kiss then cry, dont stop, dont ever stop...

scream in my mind, over and over what you need
what you want, I will heed
teeth touch skin, my shoulder is bitten
nails drag down my back, then you call me back

take my hand and guide me
pull me into your mind and set sail
let winds capture us in this constant current

let riptides pull me out to sea
encase me in eternity, take me out of sanity

push my buttons, I'm almost there....
let me sleep in your dark and warm lair




maybe this should have never been?
why speak ill of hearts desire?
could it have been any other way?
can't you see the bigger picture?


maybe its the way you choose...
could i have done something different?
should you have done nothing at all?
maybe i didnt do the right thing?


why cant you take off the mask?
then reveal myself as the cold creature?
it wouldnt hurt you i think
it would, so cold, wind upon unhealed skin


cant you hold me in your arms?
cant my heart stop beating this tortured moment?
couldnt you stay awhile longer?
and let the day rot me away?


no hold me, dont let me go
i want to but i dont know how
cant you feel this heart beating for you?!
i cant feel anything, i dont know how