Beyond Me~Heart & Soul

Beyond malcontent
A perfect submission
Pounding in my brain
As I'm sorry
For everything I want
Beyond my heart
Beyond my soul

I can see you're killing me
Gently saving me
Inside illusioned eyes
Cold and dead
I've lost control
To what I can't understand

Beyond my world
Secret slavery
You're consuming me
Bound wrists bleed
Subtle death
Embodiment of apathy
Keeping me
Chained to this world

You'll shed no sin for me
Drying tears
Animating my fears
As you take me
Drowning
In your apathy

I lay awake at night
Dreaming of essence on me
Things beyond sight
Outside of me
Beyond my heart
Beyond my soul
Alien concepts
Manipulating
Your guises confusing me
And what is real
The games you're playing
Raising chaos
Deep within me

Do you love me
Need me
Am I just disillusioned
By false empathy
Or is it apathy

So gently
Respectfully
Regretfully
Lowering
To my knees
Bound wrists bleed
In subtle demise
I relent me
So you can taste me
Manipulating
Taking me
Beyond devices
Beyond my reality
Away from my heart
Beyond my soul
Tormenting me
Relentlessly
Mercilessly
Pursuing me
Beyond my walls
Uselessly
Hiding me
False invisibility
Stark apathy
No sympathy
Not for me
Now I'm on my knees
Begging
Don't leave me
Shedding tears
Don't turn away from me
Please
Lay your control on me
Protect me
Preciously
Nuture me

Let me be your cherished
Wretched slave
Undisputed
Under Master's control
Shackle me
To your precious world