Deep

Slow down, just wait okay?
Let me tell you my story this way.
I was walking home a little after eight.
Remember, i told you I'd be home pretty late.
I walked through the alley, but stopped in my tracks.
A hot blond guy leaned against the racks.
He was tall, and handsome as far as i could see.
He was drunk and talked weird, but was a bit older than me.
He asked me where i was from, i told him i had to run.
He grabbed my wrist and twisted it back, just like this.
I thought to myself 'Oh no, please don't take my first kiss.'. He held me down, and ripped off my shirt.
Covering my body deep in the dirt.
He took photos of me, naked, as you can see.
He covered my eyes, pulled apart my thighs, and forced himself in.
I screamed and begged,
But he pinched my leg and never stopped.
He rubbed my chest just like the rest I'm pretty sure he's had.
For one, raping a virgin, i bet he is really glad.
Once he was done, he pulled out a gun,
And aimed it at my head.
He said to be good,
And i promised that i would.
I was hopeing that he understood.
I knew he would and never should have let him in,
As my story started to begin.
And once again, he took out his pen,
And he wrote his name on my back.
I thought in vain,
And cried in pain,
I was just under attack.
With out thinking i ran,
I ran away
Without looking back.
I slowed my pace,
Knowing i had won the race.
But i thought to soon,
As he climbed on top of me,
Pulled the trigger,
And set my bleeding soul free.
-By the time that you read this,
I will already be dead.
With this bloody note taped to my head.
Remember this story before you sleep,
That life itself can be pretty deep.