Denial

I’m always right, I hate being wrong,
But it seems I’ve misread the signals
It really felt like it, and it still does
And yet no, I am mistaken

I wanted to be irresistible
To bewitch him, make him fall for me
Vanity clouded my judgment
My instincts failed me

I have confused lust with love
No, it’s more than that,
In my own self I can not trust
Betrayed by my own heart

For it let me fall for him
And that wasn’t the plan
Nothing makes sense
All I have left is denial