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Click hereInteresting how I've become grown
yet I'm afraid and vulnerable as a child.
I can't do anything well by myself anymore.
I can't think or feel properly.
Why do I feel so alone in this life?
Where is all the excitement that I'm supposed to have,
At this age of my life?
I have become detached from everything.
Now I can't even get back into life.
What is life anyway?
All around me people have drama in their life.
Some go after girls just to fuck,
Some have amazing progress in their studies,
Some are almost settling with their jobs,
Others finding that amazing someone and enjoying their life.
Something that I would like to experience.
I, unfortunately have nothing.
I am a drama without any in my life.
Should I lay crying on my knees?
Should I cry in my mind, seeing myself, my soul in agony?
Or should I go back to drinking every night and beat myself to sleep?
Why do I have...
such depressing days in my life?
Often, I too feel that everyone is accomplishing something in their lives, while I'm just grasping at straws, my goals all seeming unnattainable.
(~_~) bows
he who has ambition is never satisfied
the key to happiness and tranquility is exeptance
there is poetry in everything, write?
but we all have depressing days, go fish~
shotokan ryu? <grinin'>