Dillusional

I am kissable.
would you go for me
if we were alone
in a darkened room?

I am sensual.
would you lift my arms
and kiss my neck, holding me
against a cold concrete wall?

I am criminal.
do I make you want
to do things you can't do
with a girl like me?

I am chemical.
do I mix well with you
do you feel the burn
when you touch my skin?

I am electrical.
do I plug you in
do you feel the shock
of my skin against yours?

I am sexual.
would you fantasize about me
standing in your doorway
with no one around?

I am likable.
do I make you want
to comfort me
when I am crying?

I am touchable.
would you find excuses
just to touch me
when you're feeling playful?

I am terminal.
would you end it all
if I wasn't here
or if I didn't want you?

I am visible.
do you see me everywhere
even when I'm not there?