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Click hereI've been fighting it off forever. But I cannot achieve, what I need, to appease... the monster
The enemy beats me
I lay down now
So very tired
Empty of all
The example of a foolish dreamer
A reason not to try
I am the failed notion
I'm a lie
Smashed myself into it, one million times or more
A bloody corpse confirms my consistency
Wasteful spending
Did I ever actually alter a goddamned thing?
If only I could know, that I have especially. Or that I will. What I wanted to so badly. Eventually.
Anything other than unable.
Alas, my born purpose escapes me.
Endlessly, evasive.
I fall off the planet.
Broken and absurd.
Double X can now report that this is the past.
I found a way out.
And if I can get there? So can you.
-peace