Emotions

Compelling...

telling...

Being drawn in,

the past begins to dim.

Wanting...

Needing...

Conceeding...

Opening up my heart,

These emotions giving me a start.

Giving...

taking...

So many thoughts filling me,

Trying to figure out what it is that i can feel...see ,

What is it about Him,

That makes me just want to give in.

Offer to Him all that i am

To put myself in His hands.

Heart, and mind,

body and soul,

Wanting to give Him control,

after all this time.

i’ve been safe,

He’s started to tear down the walls...

He’s captivated me, i am enthralled.

Do i give in? Do i run away?

All i can and will do, is take it day by day.

Am i able to let go of the past,

Or will it’s hold upon me always last?

Hope fills my entire being,

Questions fill me, is it real or is it what i wish i was seeing?

As i continue this journey to see where it takes me.

i will use caution, and try to wait and see.

It’s much more complex than i ever thought,

but while i am afraid,

i’ve got to learn to let go and move on,

to see what happens,

because He touches me in ways that

i truly forgot about.

Hunger...

want...

need...

to serve, to live, to love, to laugh again...