Expectations

I never expected those fantasies to come true.
But you know what? They did.

I never expected to find someone who matched me so perfectly sexually.
But you know what? I did.

And I certainly never expected to wind up in a swing club, making love to ,y soulmate in public.
But you know what? I do. All the time.

I never expected for the real thing to be more satisfying than my wildest fantasies.
But you know what? It is.

And I never expected to abandon my old fantasies and instead embrace new fantasies, all with Kid in the center.
But you know what? I do.

I never expected to walk in the door and find Kid sleeping on my couch.
But you know what? I did.

And I never expected my heart to do that little flip flop at the sight of his peaceful face, curled up in my most intimate place.
But you know what? It did.

And I never expected to lay content in his arms, without sex, all night long and feel as if I was made for him.
But you know what? I was.

And I never expected to be hit full blown by the knowledge that I was falling head over heels in love with this guy.
But you know what? I am.

And I never expected him to open his sexy eyes, smile that soft smile that lights up his whole face, and make me feel like the most beautiful woman on earth.
But you know what? He does.

I never expected to be so blissfully happy with a man, so much in love, and so hopeful of the future.
But you know what? I am.