First Kiss

standing at Your door
summoned
i have answered Your call
trembling
hesitant
to realize
my dreams
make real
imaginings
i hear You breathe
through oak and varnish
You are expecting me
i do not knock
the door is not locked
i enter
as arranged

over the threshold
crossing the Rubicon
inside
Your domain
i close the door
close the past
i am only present tense
i place my bag silently
on the floor
taking little space
instructions
engraved on my heart
naked
vulnerable
divested of all adornment
save Your collar
a gift for Master
spine straight
breasts high
higher as my hands
lace behind my head
legs spread
on view and ready
for inspection
eyes downcast
i wait

i wait
in the cool
of Your entry
my skin piqued to alert
nipples tight
shivery
dampness gathering
in my warmth
the heat
sparked by You
i wait

i wait
legs trembling
knees now weak
arms ache for release
i wait
for Master

at last
black shoes
i shiver
Your hands
on my wrists
releasing the burning
placed at my side

'pet'

Your palms
precious
frame my face
draw my eyes to You
a percussive symphony
in my chest
whirling
spinning
breath captured
by Your nearness
i buckle
but You are there
to catch me
safe
in Your arms
safe in Your intent
Your lips
whisper close
taste mine
soft to soft
new and familiar
yes
yes
like this
first kiss