Forbidden

Forbidden
I reach out to touch you,
the desire welling up so strongly in me
it takes my breath away.
It is a forbidden love,
one I can never speak
one I can never show;
but have it I must.
I whisper your name.
The air seems suddenly thick and hard to breathe.
My heart is pounding,
my pulse racing.
I know the fact that it is forbidden makes it all the more desirable.
That I can only watch you from a distance
and feel my body's erotic responses
adds more fuel to the fire.
I can only have you in my dreams,
where we meet in unconstrained bliss.
No rules.
No boundaries.
Just your body meeting mine, the passion exploding
as we touch each other,
caressing
teasing,
exploring
and finally bringing each other to a climax so strong
we lie spent in the other's arms.
Perhaps someday this will not be forbidden.
Perhaps someday I will be able to say your name
and touch you in public
as I desire to do.
But for now, I can only meet you in my dreams...