Here I am

I'm drained inside,
head
heart
the whole of me isn't what it use to be
and I don't even know if I'm upset
about this recent development
'cause I can't even feel for that.

I don't know if I know how to get me back
or if I want to come back to myself.

I'm not depressed,
I'm not content,
I'm just sitting here in Springfield Missouri
not sure of what I need to do next.

;..