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Click hereGive me some time to let it all go,
I need some more time to move on,
The damage we both deal with it,
It wasn’t all one sided like I claimed,
I can’t pretend like I don’t care,
I can’t pretend like its not still there,
I'm sorry I blamed you for the things,
That we both know you couldn’t change,
Im trying to be honest about it,
And this hurts more then lying to myself,
It took ages for me to believe,
That I wasn’t the only one to blame,
I’ve quit playing the blame game,
It hurts too much when I know
I'm to blame as well,
I can’t pretend I still don’t care,
I can’t pretend its still not there,
My dreams are still broken,
They lay crumbled around my feet,
Looking at them I see images,
Of you and I,
It’s so hard to make everything go away,
Especially when the truth is I want it to remain,
I'm through playing pretend,
I know it has to be this way,
I can’t pretend I still don’t care,
I can’t pretend its still not there,
Im through pretending,
I wish it didn’t have to be like this,
Its so much easier wishing you back,
Especially knowing I cant have you back.