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Click hereI hate that
you are not
here when I
need you most.
I hate that
I cannot
be what I
thought you thought
I should be.
Hate it hate it hate it,
The mornings and sleepings
away from you,
wrapped in your shirt
I hate smelling you and feeling safe.
I hate feeling lost,
tilted and tired
I hate calling this a phase,
I hate that I’ll get over it.
I hate that I can’t see you,
I hate telling you to go away.
I hate wearing my emotions,
hate seeing my heart on my sleeve.
Sometimes, I hate having feelings,
but I’d hate being numb, too.
ihatethatit’sne
veryoucallingme
onthephonelatea
tnightwhenIneed
youtheverymost.
I hate that
we can’t just
grow up and
be humans
together.
I hate all these things
But honey
I don’t hate you.