i hate You today

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i hate You today.

the thoughts You encouraged, the desires You stirred.

they fill my mind, and haunt my dreams.

dreams filled with dark, unspeakable acts...

passions that have been simmering for so long, untended.

it was so much simpler, when none of this was spoken about. so much easier.

now, You have forced me to face these thoughts. these desires.

these cravings to have You in control.

You forced me to examine my fears.

yet, You leave me alone to tremble at the possibilities.


i hate You for this.


this unspeakable power You have over me, without You even realizing it.

when did this happen?

what happens when You loose the fascination with it all?

what would be worse...

giving in to this need?

or never to have known...

even for a just moment in time,

what it could be like?

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familurefamilureover 17 years agoAuthor
to clarify...

Velvet_Polly~

while i appreciate your words, this poem was actually written awhile back, after an intense conversation with an insightful friend. it was, simply put, a release of the frustrations that were felt, while he left me to sift through all the ensuing emotions after finally admitting to myself, the submissive nature that was hidden away.

Velvet_PollyVelvet_Pollyover 17 years ago
hate to say it, but

usually these "doms" are insecure little men who only get off when they are in control online, meet them in real life and they whimper, never bang. wish you better luck with the next one

LeBrozLeBrozover 17 years ago
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Finally wrapping yesterday's large read with another view of the D/s world;

Here it seems to be all about perceptions.