Impossible Love, Inescapable Death

I will never say I love you.
I will never hear you say it back.
I will never hold your hand,
look deep in your azure eyes,
kiss your soft lips.

I will never hold you close.
I will never feel you melt into me.
I will never kiss the tip of your nose,
laugh at funny shows with you,
wipe away your tears when you are hurt.

I will never cook dinner for you.
I will never bring you breakfast in bed.
I will never buy you chocolates,
flowers,
jewelry that can never match your beauty.

I will never press against your skin.
I will never take in your scent.
I will never fulfill you,
connect with you,
smile as you fall asleep in my arms.

I will never propose to you.
I will never wed you.
I will never honeymoon with you,
be a parent with you,
grow old with you.

There are a million
million things I won't do with you.
But only one thing
that I will do without you.

...die everyday...