Just a Fuck

Razorblades stained in glass cum
Death before it had begun
Transient beauty that did not last
Death in the backseat of a stranger's car

Cigarette colours, cuts the air
Ghostlike
The air is nakedly bare
Tied to back of chair

Wax melting into a heart of tears
Used...
Broken...
Gone the years into a wreck-age

Burnt tongue
Blistering heart
Sharp knife
Slicing the flesh of night

Rear vision mirror
Road kill of empty souls
Men that I hit with my car
Speeding out of control

Flicked cigarette butts
Acid in back of throat
Empty glimpses
Travels upon the open merging road

Syringes stabbed into driver's seat
Lonesome highway
Beat
Shuffling feet

Moments dripped into ice
Amyl drifts
The rolling of a dice
Young love born again tonight

Drunken rage
Sex slave
Sweat searing
Hotel glasses clinking

"You up for a fuck slut?"
"Shit mate!" "What have you been drinking?"
"Stick your tongue in my mouth and take a guess?"
"Look I gotta go mate, you should slow down on the drink."
"Get the fuck out of here cunt, your not worth the fuck!"
-Kicked barstool-

Into the darkness of the walls they all began to hide
Too hardcore
Too unkind
"Live my life you fucking swine's!"
Just one more fuck tonight
One more to keep me satisfied

"Oi!" "What about you cunt, you wanna be fucked to a pulp?"

Dragged out of bar
Bouncers
Slammed me into car
Apparently gone too far
To ever go back

"Keep your kisses"
"Your fuck'in empty shitters"
"May as well pay for a boy-cunt"
"Trawl the streets for gay scum"

"How much?"
"What about if I throw in a packet of cigarettes?"
Laughing at the puppets on my stage
I own all of your asses to lay

"Just suck my dick you worthless whore"
"Gee your not very big on sweet talk..."
"You wanna nice guy." "Go get a real job or work the fucking brothels"
"Crouch those balls"
"Sucking hard down on a smoke"
"Bum pissing, casual glance out window"
"Yeh work it!"
"Just like that"
"Work that cock like your life"
"Milk it baby!" "Milk that big dick in your mouth!"
"Choke on it until you cum"
"Die on it"
"Cry on it"
"Base your whole fuck'in life on it!"

Ripped his hair
Slammed the back of his head
Blew a mountain of cum in his dirty cunt mouth
Then kicked him out
His head slamming into gutter
In shock he stumbles
Then spits out the butter
Now the stutter

Piece of trash starts to yell abuse
"You f-f-fucking psycho c-cunt!"
"What the fuck did you do that for?"

I thought it was what I paid for

Flicked my cigarette butt and laughed...
"Your just a fuck!"