just drown me

there's screaming in my head, voices all around me, i can't take no more, they surround me..
just drown me.
there's blood in my mouth, that faint metallic taste, i feel like such a waste, a disgrace.
my head is in a vice, pain explodes around my eyes, i'm heading to my demise, what a surprise.
to think i once felt love, he fit me like a glove, we were beautiful like two doves, i wasn't enough.
now these phantoms haunt my heart, i give in without a fight, to look at me right now, must be such a pathetic sight.
but i'm SO tired of trying, and all the nights of crying, when no one gave a damn, about being honest like a real man.
will the world ever look fresh & new? can someone ever change my view? i only wish it could've been you.
so i sit here with the screaming. the blood in my mouth. my head in a vice.
just drown me.