Last Goodbyes

My darling Mistress.

This letter I will write as my last direct communication to you because I have to, we have no choice in this. My feelings are so deep, so true I find it hard to express myself without sounding melodramatic, but I`ll try, for you. I cannot bear the thought that I will never see or touch you again, and yet it is a kind of release. I will no longer be bound to you. Expecting the unexpected, anticipating and sometimes never receiving. Waiting for you to come around and take me to the highest heights and when you leave, I plunge to the very depths.

Our rollercoaster ride is over my love, and whilst that is the saddest thing I ever had to face, I`m so greatful that we had our time together. What a time it`s been. Oh!… My body shivers and reacts at the very thought of what you can do to me. You remember our first time together? Of course you do. You were not my first lover, but you were the first to find the key to my Pandora`s box. The box that held my secret desires and needs. I didn`t really know what I wanted, but you showed me with your dominance just how far I could go. How much my body could take. I smile at the memories and the wetness they produce between my legs. My pussy yearns for your touch and power.

I have a madness inside me now. A fire that will need feeding again one day. You lit that fire for me and I thank you for that. I hope that where you go, you will see it glow, as I feel it. Always.

Still now and probably for a long time to come, every time the phone rings I soar to passionate heights. I find my hand between my thighs at the oddest of times. Whilst chatting on the phone, sitting in the car, watching T.V. It is then I realise I was thinking of us and the things we do.. did together. The time you made me lie blindfolded, spreadeagled without restraints whilst you covered my skin with kisses. I was duly punished for upsetting the vibrator that you balanced against my clit. Forever your disobedient slut, Mistress, and happy to be.

No-one else will see this note, no-one knows about me. You called me your precious secret. So I`ll put it in your pocket before anyone sees and I`ll leave. When you begin on your journey, it will go with you where I cannot. Not yet. My heart aches and breaks, but I have the strength now that you fostered in me. It will carry me through, and I shall think of you always.
Your devoted slut …