Later....

I will be my strong self, later...
But for now, I want to cry and lash out.

I will be mature......later..
But for now, I want to vent and smash things, to feel better.

I will still love you...later..
But for now, I hate you for making me feel so unsure of myself..

I will get over you.....later...
But for now, I will remember you and our love that once bloomed..

I will be happy....later...
But for now, I am grieving for what I lost and once had

I know that I will cry again later...
But as of now, I will never give up and I refuse to be a quitter.