Love's Melancholic Sadness

While gazing out life's window
Love's melancholic sadness
Suddenly surrounds me
Tries to drown me
In an ocean of dysphoria

As endless questions fill my mind
That are seemingly unanswerable
Making me feel uneasy
As I ponder them at life's doors of discomfort

Casually uncertainties encircle my life
Dividing me in two with unanswerable questions like
Should I stay or should I go?
I feel I'll never really know
As I walk round and round feet hardly touching the ground

While questions pass through my mind
That are seemingly unanswerable
Leaving me unsteady
As I stand at life's doors of discomfort

Unsuredly I ask the same questions
Does he truly love me?
The same way that I love him
In my own forgivable way
That absolves him of all responsibility

While leaving doubts in my mind
That are seemingly unquestionable
Making me feel anxious
As I stare through life's doors of discomfort

Will his love sustain my needs?
Help fulfill my soul's destiny
Only time's lament will tell
As she whispers into my ear
My future's past untold

Which causes more questions to pass through my mind
That are seemingly unanswerable
Making me feel apprehensive
As I enter through life's doors of discomfort

Will his love squash my insecurities?
Those ones that slide around my mind
Leaving me dazed and confused
Never really knowing
Who or what will really save me

From endless doubts that float through my mind
That are seemingly unquestionable
Making me feel unsure
As I walk through life's doors of discomfort

Will his love save me?
From this sea of melancholic sadness
That surrounds me
Tries to drown me
In an ocean of dysphoria

Where doubts pass through my mind
That are seemingly unquestionable
Leaving me bereft
After I shut life's doors of discomfort

- by Savannah Skye...