Mostly skin

I am going to tell you
Now that i can
And no
I don't need you to understand
Maybe you never would anyway
Its all about you everyday
Why am I always searching for something to say?
Why is it I who can't disagree?
Why, oh, why did you forget about me?
I wished for an angel
And, oh
What have i found?
A torturous demon
Cemented to the ground
Grabbing at feet and clawing at me
Shallow scars and twisted nails
My skin, my heart
Bleeding, breaking itself
I had to be this way
You had to change
Guess i never thought i would see this day
Dirty shreds of skin from a fight
We've both lost and rested just tonight
Broken egos, maybe sprits too
But mostly skin
Making it thicker, callous and uneven
Its a day to share and one to pray
For what purpose or person
I cannot say
If i listened again
I know this would end
But if the battle didn't have a winner
Well, then its time to bend
I'm going to fight
Draw my sword
Maybe i'll cower
But
Not without accord
Now we've come to a surrender
And i'm betting on now or never
How did a path
Innocent and fun
Crumble to bitterness and glares on the run
Is this our mistake?
Is this what i am to learn?
Why should i trust you
When by you I've been burned?