Nobody/Somebody Boy

So I saw him…and my heart simply dropped. He turned and smiled that secret smile at me. The one that melts my soul.

I swore that he had found me…somehow…someway…and now he was going to scream out my name. Tell me he couldn’t live without me, and I would smile and know exactly what I needed to do. I would pack my things, and live out of my car for the sake of spontaneous outrageous retarded heart palpitations. I think they call it love? There would be no decision for my mind to make, because my heart would shudder at the thought of an ultimatum. I would lavish the thought of knowing what I need to do, and that cargo area would have all my shit…I’d wait all night for my jet plane.

As he began to walk away, I realized that I was dreaming. I thought maybe he didn’t recognize me. Maybe he’s playing hard to get. Maybe he doesn’t wanna love me anymore? Then it hit me, and I realized with a very heavy heart that I was wrong. This boy doesn’t love me at all…because he doesn’t even know my name. This beautiful carbon copy boy is not from that other world I’ve fallen for. He may have the secret smile, but I knew it was too good to be true. He’s simply a nobody/somebody boy who happens to look just like you.