Not That Blind

One day you'll come back
Tryin to make a new beginning
Of the end
Thinking the sun coming up
Sheds enough light to do that again
But you cannot forget
What you said to me
And no matter what you think
I cannot ever let
Everything just go and let it be

Nothing's the same
That little game that you played
Still has a score kept in my mind
I might someday forgive
But I'll always see it
Because I'm not that blind

Ain't it a shame
That blame has to go around
For so long
If you come back the same
You know I'll never see you as right
I'll always remember the wrong
And tell you to keep movin on
And that you don't belong
I have no one to trust
Don't keep tellin me that I must let it go
I always had feelings that us wasn't us
Because... it was really you and him
But you thought I was too dumb to know

Nothing's the same
That little game that you played
Still has a score kept in my mind
I might someday forgive
But I'll always see it
Because I'm not that blind
You know it, you must admit
All the blame is for you and what's his name
I know his name, so don't say it

What do you want out of life
Not me for you, not you for me
Barely anything is left to keep me alive
Not anymore, not like before
When you one day want me again
You can keep begging me, but by then
I will be able to breathe
So I won't let you in
So don't think of me
As your backup plan
Love and misery
Go hand in hand
So deal with it, feel it if you can

Nothing's the same
That little game that you played
Still has a score kept in my mind
I might someday forgive
But I'll always see it
Because I'm not that blind

Nothin is ever gonna be the same
Because the game you played
Is for always
Everything you say
Is another way
To cause me shame

Nothing's the same
That little game that you played
Still has a score kept in my mind
I might someday forgive
But I'll always see it
Because I'm not that blind
And I don't need you now
All I need is time

Nothing's the same
That little game that you played
Still has a score kept in my mind
I might someday forgive
But I'll always see it
Because I'm not that blind
Not that blind
Not that blind