Old Habit

Old Habbit
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by:Jc
Sadness engulfs me entrusts me your name old habits that you never tried to tame
life and love my fights all gone i give in to you my dame
anything to see you smile again
my anger brought you this saddened face
I never wanted to see you cry always been there to dry your cries
but everything you did was just insane
but you know what they say your Old Habbits will never be tamed
I call out to you please answer me
"Can you hear me?...Are you near me?...You cant see me but you feel me
hold my hand feel my warmth walk towards my shadow and hold me tight"
Until the sun burns out
until there is no doubt
live in my drought
my old habit will drift about
why did you lie?
did you think I wouldnt know?
old habbits are cruel but make you grow
I look in your eye
devestation is at hand
your evil plan succeded with only one man
Old habbits hold me, please feel my heat
because of you I fell to my knees in defeat
stop this carring old habbit please stop
dont you see your the reason I was used like a mop?
old habbit you are nothing but fear and love
take this away and I will come out above
I need not the comfort of love's embrace
old habbit you are nothing but my disgrace
taking the little that I do have I retreat
I shall walk back not knowing defeat
Old habbit why do you do this to me
make me feel mercy to those at my feet?
I decapitate the weak that have fallen by my hand
old habbit go away you wouldnt understand!
Its ok my sweet I have returned to thee
what are you doing is this my new concern DONT TRY AND FLEE!
I retreat to my castle and find my queen with someone that is not me?
Defending my name you dirty my trust?
why do you cry? why did you lie?
with a tear in eye
I think old habbit's will never die...