Overwhelmed

Overwhelmed.
Many things flow through my brain but the dominant feeling is overwhelmed.
Suddenly I want to step back, think about it.
We should stop.
Stop.
Will we ever stop?
The turn on incredible.
Muscles screaming after explosive releases
Sometimes it seems like you read my thoughts.
Not accustomed to being treasured so
Treated like fine china
And pushed to find a limit
Not so sure where the limits are
Wash away one line, and are there anymore?
Trust. Caring. Affection. Alertness. Amazing. Intense.
Somethings should have never been said
Some things should never have been done.
Pandoras box. Excitement
But right now just to be held
To think
To wonder
To feel
To recall
Connection beyond belief.
Impossible improbable unrealistic, insane
Unpractible unsensible
How to stop unknown.
How to slow down uncertain
Train wreck and still can’t stop
The wanting taking over.
Overwhelmed.
Need some sturdy ground underneath.
Need some space before we blow ourselves up
How to tell you. Or do you know already?
Are you trying to find a way to tell me?
I’m trying to listen.
Addiction.
Addicting
Addict
Alice in wonderland.
Fell down the rabbit hole again.
Need some clarity.
Need to stop.
Need some space
Help
Or we’ll both drown