Possessed

POSSESSED

I used to be a person who would dominate a situation
Frustrate all points of penetration

But now I’m falling
Staring into the breach I see
Your soul reaching up from its depths for me
I’m fighting
Forces stronger than I know
But I’ve got to hold on
‘Cause what will happen if I let go?

Yet as I try to escape from this moth-cage\
My heart rages\
Willing me, urging me onwards to see\
What’s beyond ---

I am powerless, sapped of my strength
I can no longer find the will to resist you

The increasing pressure of your body against mine
Your gentle hand on my throat chokes me down, down, down

And yet I am conscious
Of a conflict close to me
An internal battle over what I will
I’m fighting
One power against of the other
They’re turning me
Towards you, against you, away from you still
And now I find the hole
Where I am inside of me

You look at me strangely, so longingly, achingly
What do you want of me?! – frightened, immobilised

The hidden moth beats inside my chest
As you begin its crushing death

These feelings which once I was dying to feel
I am dying for now, can’t believe this is real
These sensations are taking me, far, far away from me
And I have no control ---

You are the strength that I seek
Next to you I am so weak
I lie passively, waiting for you\to manipulate me
I am so trapped inside