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Click hereI admit it, I am a ****
and in my past, I may have been
a ******. I cannot admit to
**** but I know when things get
tough I can ***** inside my ****
and pray for death.
I was not born, but *******
and I always knew my birth
was accidental, but mother
could have ******* me;
no one would have been
the wiser.
I don't have any *******
because I fear the fear of
abandonment, and I don't have
any **** because I am already ****.
There are those I'd love to ****
and those I've dreamed of *******
but the one that I am ***** with
doesn't even know I'm here.
I want to *** but fear the tears
of my ****** when they look into
my milky **** and whisper-
" Mama is no longer *****."
Save me from myself because
I have a ***** and I am not afraid
to *** **.
dedicated to gi_janet for the courage she passed along to me.