Scorpio's Intensity

Being the Scorpio that I am,
I fall in love little too quickly.
Althought I hinder myself from being too open,
It is very hard for me to hide my own feelings.

Its funny how things work out.
When things just feel I hit rock bottom,
I get a new predicament.
I find someone who makes me happy and yet,
Sad...

I can't have her, nor I can tell her.
Why? Because I want to see her happy.
I have nothing to give her,
And she gets it all from her lover.
I don't know what she thinks of him,
But I can see that she loves him...
No matter how many guys she's friends with.

Finding a girl like that would put me to a beautiful trance,
A sleepness life where I would be dreaming.
It makes it more intense that she's a Scorpio as well.

To come on the realistic side,
I need to hold back my feelings.
She's happy, and I am happy that she came into my life.
I cannot afford to lose her.
I am afraid of the bad consequences...

But...b-but,
My mind is a genuine thing of thoughts,
I cannot hide it.
It seems all the things I do in my life,
My mind will always give me the intensity,
Of feelings hitting the bottom of the world.

Yes I am a lonely knight,
Lonely none-the-less...
I wouldn't see myself any other way.
Being this way is my identity and comfort.

No matter how much I cry inside,
I will always be cold and strong.
How much my half of the mirror shatters, don't matter
I have found my other half of the mirror.

I will not do anything to lose her.