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Click hereThe first time I knew I could kill
was after school in my
grammar school blazer—
bright blue, red rag
in the rough part of my
rough town where it was a
personal insult to want
to escape.
Each night I was chased by
some gang or another, but
I could outrun them, my heart
keeping time with my legs,
each day distilling that
drip drip of hate
until it was pure
vitriol.
So there’s that day when one boy
outruns his friends but
they’ve given up and
he’s alone and God
he was surprised when I turned and
grabbed his throat, for
I was fit and strong and
he was not.
I raised my fist and watched him cower
all mouth and no trousers suddenly
and my heart was pounding
do it do it do it do it do it
and I wanted to I wanted to so bad
I could taste his pasty blood
bursting from his ratty face on my
metronomic knuckles.
Instead I dropped him, ran for home,
kept running, ran to Championships,
ran beyond the tape, keep running away from
the first time I knew I could kill.
the first time I read this, and the star is still stuck at 5 or I would give you another 5;)
I love how you have no fear of being honest about your emotions, whether they are from your childhood or present day, You are a rare man that will even admit to feeling and your poetry is all that much better for your honesty.This one brings back memories of being bullied, both as a teenager and as an adult. Mean people never stop being mean, it seems.
Keep up the good work!
~ m
in your own inimitable style. love how this shows where the drive comes from behind so many of those who push themselves on to excel, excel, excel...
I would leave a comment, but I'm afraid I would digress from the poem.
So I'll leave with the ever ambiguous "hits", and the home of 100!