Sick

On the outside everything’s nice
Nice house, great location
Nice husband, harder worker
Nice life, suburban bliss
So fucking nice, it makes me sick

Keep smiling, isn’t this what you want?
Keep pretending, no one can tell
Keep control, don't give in to desire
Keep living the lie, the truth is too disgusting
So fucking disgusting, it makes me sick

He's inside me, I'm thinking of someone else
He's so gentle, I wish he would spank me
He loves me, I crave passion and lust
He thinks he knows me, such a kinky wife
So fucking kinky, it would make him sick

On the inside everything’s dark
Dreams of sex, with barely legal young boys
Dreams of bondage, with my willing slave
Dreams of domination, take me Master
So fucking slutty, I must be sick