Silent Goodbyes

Mommy? Mommy! Mommy please don’t make me go.
Mommy please, just tell me what I did, to make you hate me so.
Mommy I’m sorry for whatever I did, or whatever I could’ve said.
I’m sorry for whatever it is I’ve done, to make you wish me dead.
Mommy aren’t I your precious one? Your little dream come true?
Mommy I thought you said I was, Gods’ loving gift to you.
Mommy why won’t you give me a chance? Why won’t you even try?
Mommy, why does the thought of seeing my face, always make you cry?
Mommy you made me who I am, and without you I can never be.
Grandma gave you a chance at life, why can’t I have that opportunity?
Mommy am I really such a horrible thought? Do you think I’ll be rotten to the core?
Mommy, I just can’t figure out, Why don’t you want me anymore?
Mommy I love you, I always will until my dying day.
And Mommy, I’m sorry you’ll never forget, that day you gave me away.
Mommy no matter what they say, I’ll always believe you loved me.
I guess I’ll have to go away believing, this is the way it just has to be.
Mommy, I weep for you now as I say good-bye, I know you’re hurt, confused and torn.
It’s not easy to do, but, the facts remain true, I’ll be buried before I’ll be born.

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