Sometimes

I don't know when you seeped through my pores
and colonised every cell 

I don't know how you sabotaged the reigns on my heart

...making me so alien to myself

and in a fitful desire of reclamation, sometimes...
I want to you pin you down
and grab between your legs,
kissing you so hard that your mouth would hurt later on
....and have my way

and in receding tides of anchored weightlessness
I lie listless on top of you, my hand gently rolling your hair in my fingers 

realising, 
I have lost 
more of me
gained more of you

in amalgamation of epic completeness