Stone throw away

there was a time in my life when I didn't believe.
I was just afraid of what I would receive.
but when I just look to the light.
I seem to know what's wrong from right.
The look in their eyes makes me want to flee.
do you even understand what it means to be me.
my heart is a rock stone throw away.
waiting for my personal judgment day.
don't look now it's to late.
everyone has to handle their own fate.
life just seems to pass me by.
my heart is empty I don't know why.
nothing seems to fill my soul.
I just want to remain whole.
when I feel you looking at me today.
I just want to die and go away.
my heart is a rock stone throw away.