Stop The Rain

I have such anger, and such pain,
God, please help me stop the rain
my heart is flooding, unstoppable it seems
the hurt that plagues me, make me bleed
there is a feeling, lodged within my
stomach and chest i call it my hate,
      my hurt, my pest
it's raining down on me, can't you see
no matter how much i beg of you,
even on my knee
you tell me that's life,
and that i should take it but deep within me,
I'm losing it and i won't make it
I'm dying out here, drowning in this flood
watch me dying and see all my blood
see the life drain from my chest
as my face and eyes lay to rest
oh, God please help me stop the rain
help me to do it so i can feel no more pain
I'm so afraid to leave here alone
without true love, and without being known
please see me through it, and show me the way
maybe what lies ahead is better than today
some say sunlight is precious,
and that life is as well
but i agree with the first part,
and will be condemned in hell
life once was precious to me, once upon a time
in my life but that was all back before,
he had the knife
he stabbed me daily
and i never once frowned
I'd sit there and watch him,
run me into the ground
he'd curse and he'd scream and make me so down
but never once did i stop loving him,
and never would in a bound
i guess it is my fault that I'm
drowning in the rain
but it wasn't just me who brought me such pain
i tried all my hardest to save him from himself
it sure wasn't fun,
buy i lobe him more than myself,
the storms they are cumin,
i can see them now
soon they will take me to a place
in the south
I'll end up in the ocean a lifeless vehicle at best
my life will be extinguished,
there'll be nothing left, i gave all i could,
i gave all my best but it just wasn't enough
for the one that you blessed,
maybe i was a fool to fall into his game
but God, please help me to stop the rain,
i don't know if i should leave here so soon
but the pain that is envelopes me,
is making me blue it hurts and it hurts,
as it twists and it writhes
what can i do, when I'm in love with his eyes
I'm so in love, and yet in such pain
God please make him stop all the rain,
i have such anger within my soul
i don't know what I'll do, or how far
i can go,
God, i love him, you know that I'm true,
i treasure him more than anything including you,
i know it is wrong but my love is so strong,
i can not move on without knowing his song,
i must stick around to hear his
finished lyrics maybe then can i leave
and join the spirits
I'm still so confused, the rains starting
to drop what am i doing,
when it stops
I LOVE HIM, I LOVE HIM,
YOU KNOW IT IS TRUE
THEN IF YOU KNOW IT,
make my dreams cum true,
God, oh God, please stop this rain
ease from me my worries,
ease from me my pain...
SO MOTE IT BE!!!!!!!