Suicide

Looking outside my window,
Into a dark and endless dawn,
I think about the life I've lead,
Of all the things that I've done wrong.

I think about eternity,
And where I'm meant to go,
The bright and loving heavens,
Or the fiery pits below.

I delve deep in my memories,
Trying to recall,
The color of the eyes,
Of the man who let me fall.

Life is full of choices,
Some are hard to make,
But the repercussions of them,
Are harder still to take.

So looking out my window,
At a quickly lightning sky,
I make my last decision,
That today I'm going to fly...