Suicide

Suicide

Once again the emptiness engulfs me
and I feel all alone in the world.
Suffering by myself with the hurt and pain
knowing that it never goes away.
Feeling useless, unnecessary, unloved, lonely
a failure to my kids and myself.
Why should I keep trying only to get knocked down
or have my heart stomped on again.
I cry so often and so much I could fill an ocean
but nothing changes, nothing matters, no one cares.
Only one thought over and over in my mind
makes me see an end to all my torment.
Suicide