The Irony of Sex !

the time i actually spent fantasizin' !
   surfin', watchin' porn/ erotica
readin' books , droolin' over chicks !
   was 90% more compared to actual
time spent on the sexual acts ,whenever
   occurred with girlfriend , later spouse
always in college & bathrooms with my hand !
   actually doin' it has been much less
in the wiles of Illusion/ Maya we are trapped
  we dream , drool like a fool !!!
but the body is weak ; can actually perform
   in tiny increments but our elastic
tireless imagination , mind keeps us slavin'
   for more , more , more ??!!!!!
Once I took the vow of Will-powerd
   Chastity now of sex acts there
is Nil , None , Nyet , Nahin , NOTHIN'
   but now there are no orgasms
Maya 's hold over my dirty imagination
   is gone , gone ,forever forsworn !
i do NOT drool like a drugged ,crazy fool-
  i ration my time & squeezasm Divine --
i control my Urge , i do NOT splurge out
   my hapless , slick , white semen !!
on pictures of butts , boobs or women !!
   writin' poems on self-willed Chastity
has been a Boon sent from High Heaven !!!