This House

This House
It was here I came to be , its here I'll cease .
It was here I met you , its here I'll cease .
It was here I found love , its here I'll cease .
It was here I was happy , but that shall no longer be .

Without you there are no goals
No happiness , no fun , no hope .
No matter what happens I'll always be here
Even if you think this is the end , my dear .

It wont end here , it wont end soon
It wont end now , but far from this room .
This house I found happiness , this house I learned love
This house I saw in dreams , now it burns with fire , raining from above .

This house is collapsing , this house is hot
This house is shaking , this house will rot .
This house will forever burn , and kill my joy
This house will fall in , and on this pathetic little boy .

Im looking to the rafters , watching them blaze
Wondering how long itl take this house to be razed .
I look out the windows in search of security
Too bad this house is cloaked in obscurity .

So here I stand , amoungst the flame .
Wondering exactly who I have to blame .
Who is the one who has killed my hope ?
Who is the one who tied the neuse at the end of my rope ?

This house is falling , breaking , sinking in
I still sit here , through the flames , still intent .
My skin is searing , my skin is blistering
Pain ceases to be , why do I know this feeling ?

The feeling of hurt , the feeling of emptiness
This feeling I will die , and that no one can stop this .
I dont want this , I refuse to watch the flames .
I refuse to watch them take my soul into their terrible blaze .

I dont want to die , I dont wanna go .
I dont deserve this , but someone thinks so .
I let them burn , and take away my flesh .
I let them burn .. until my life is extinguished .