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Click hereI live with regrets
every day of my life
sometimes I just wish
I would use the knife
and end it all
end all my suffering
all of this pain
I'm afraid of losing it
of going insane
and taking that fall
I see you there
sitting next to her
and my heart grows cold
will I ever love again
are my chances too small
I don't hate the idea
that you two are in love
I simply wish for it too
on the snow white wings of a dove
but love will never call
am I destined
to live life alone
will my heart always remain this barren frozen stone
searching down an endless hall
I see what I want
but am too scared to go after it
and then it's too late
for another fish has bit
beauty just stands too tall