Untitled Confession

too obvious
I think she knows

so now what?
if she does know
then
does she feel the same way too?

chains of fear
holding me back

I don't know what to do

take a chance
and see what happens?

risk another humiliation
an awkward scenario
what way can now
can things
go
from there?

or maybe
the chance
to be
with her?

longshot
at best
I think

she's summer
I'm spring

can two people
like these
make
any kind
of
beautiful thing?

perfection
beauty
intellect
and style

got me outclassed
by a million
miles
at least
within my feelings

believes in me
when no one else
does

makes me
want to be a better
man
want to change
improve myself
any way
that I can
and
it's all because

she's worth every second
of effort in it

what do I know of
love
except I may
be in it?

yes
she is beautiful
perfect

makes my heart glisten

If I tell her how I feel
then
will she listen?

will she give me
a chance
like I really hope?

or shoot me down
like I feel I know
will happen
with my lack of me here?

been rejected
never accepted
as long
as I can recall
in that way

will it ever happen?

will I see love
for me
in my own day?

or am I destined
to be alone?

Can't stop
I got her on the brain
the thought of her alone
wipes out all the pain