What Happens Now

You are the mask I wear
You are inside my mind
Whatever made you choose me
You look at me like you
Couldn't bare to loose me
This is not like me before
The kind of love you shown me
Now matter what I say or do
You are there
There are songs that make
me cry
All I ask of you is to love me
Whether today, tomorrow or sometime
soon
My heart remains closed and
Is only open to you.
I have spent my life with a suitcase
In a lot of different hallways
And then finally you
Your words warm and calm me
My tears stop when I feel you close
Talk to my head with summertime
Promise me all that you say is true.
My fears you hold at bay, and
I feel like I've lived with you a lifetime
Anywhere you go let me follow you
Even if it's in a dream
I hear you say you love me.
How I'm trapped with wide eyed fears
You are the only one to know
I wish you were here to hold me
help me, I awake to an empty room
With perhaps empty fears
You are sometimes my only shelter
All I want is freedom, to dream of
me as I dream of you,
How I wish you could lead me from my solitude
I'm trying to say that I still love you
even after all I've done
Running around dragging everyone thru
The truth is thru my mad existance
and you've always been there
I love you, and I hope you still love me
All you have to do is look at me
And know love changes everything
So what happens now.....................

forjerlovem 9/10/04