What I saw and What I see

What I saw

It was wonderful. We were the perfect pair. We played games and watched TV and combed eachothers hair. We laughed and loved and cried together. We shared so mcuh fun. We stayed up late and went on dates and played Pokemon. There was Star Wars and Comics and role playing too, midnight walks for water ice and movie dates with you. There was the rennaisance faire and skating parties. Trips to the shore and a few spats of fighting. There was Harry Potter and Kevin Smith, Final Fantasy X and dreams of being rich. We had hopes and dreams and asperations. Love and faith and less depression. We fell asleep in eachothers arms, and woke up just the same. We shared intence moments of passion, mixed with ones of pain. We had promises and trust and future. Dreams of being forever young... A love that seemed the Gods would envy. A conection never out done...

What I see

I am alone, cold and tired. Thikning of thisng I shouldn't conspire. My sun no longer rose to meet me, and before long I broke completely. I have nothing left at all, except my self built wall. What I wouldn't give, to try it once again. If you ever read this, I dont think you ever will... Know that I love you and always will, even if it kills. You were all I ever wanted- and yet aagin I lose.I will never love some one else, the way that I loved you. I'm sorry. I miss you.