tagErotic PoetryWho am I?

Who am I?

bycupatea©

When you spank me I’m suppose to care.

I’m supposed to treasure that you’re down there.



Yet when you spanked me I wondered why

Why didn’t I feel a tear in my eye?



When the paddle connected with my backside

I whimpered, I gasped. I cringed in side.



Yet not a tear left my eye

I was in wonder, I don’t wanna cry.



Begging you is the thing to do

Yet begging you wasn’t what I could do.



You never asked me

You just blinked your eyes

What I wanted you wouldn’t buy.



Black and blue is my backside.

Are you near or did you forget to say good-bye?



Cuddling isn’t something you like to do

Yet bending, bruising is exciting to you.



Do you care?

Are you lovin’ it?

I don’t know and that makes me sick…



Even a submissive born to thee,

Likes gentleness and caring after the fee.



I find myself distant in your eyes

I’m not sure what’s deep inside.



Yet on the drive to my lonely home

Tears collected, they found a home.



Of all the things that I wanted to be

Alone was never a choice for me.



Yet all my life it’s been the same

I’m distant, stubborn, difficult to tame.



I once told you as a reference point

I want too much
Am I too cold to touch?


Is it possible that I can’t give?

Is it possible I shouldn't live?



Is it possible that what I crave,

Isn’t something that can be saved?



Perhaps I was never met to belong to anyone

Perhaps I was met to just be alone?



I’m sure I’ll never know the truth

Yet what I am is my only proof.



So what happens next?

I wonder just what?



Am I too strong?

Am I too shy?

Will I be forgotten with the

blink of an eye?



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