You Broke My Heart

These past few months
I have found my own personal hell
Living without your love
Just trying to make my way through
Day by day
I hate you a little bit more
You jerk!
How could you do this to me?
We could have had so much
We could have had it all
But you broke my heart
Now I know
The love I always dreamed of
That love can never be

You and me
I thought we were meant to be
Never believed that you would hurt me so much
Shatter my hopes and my dreams
Even drove me to the blink of sucide
Made me believe that my life was't worth a damm
Did't wanna live
If you were't there with that oh so charming smile to lighten up my days
Betrayed
Destoryed
Pray that I never have to see or hear from you ever again
Just too much to bear
If once more I am confronted by what I lost when
You broke my heart

So many things I have to blame you for
So many things I would love to throw at you and your stupid head
Under these sheets
I just wanna curl up
Close my eyes and never wake up again
All because of you
All because you turned your back on me when I needed you the most
Tell me
Are you happy now?
Do you enjoy seeing the shambles I have become?
Does it make you feel more like a man?
Tell me
What did I do to ever deserve this neverending nightmare
Tell me why please
I have to know why
Why
You broke my heart

Sweeping away
All my broken dreams of yesterday
I know that I must find a way
Anyway that I can to survive
To move on and forge ahead without you by my side
Alive and kicking
Yet I still feel so damm dead inside
Weeping every night into my pillow
Thinking that I might just
Put a gun to my head or a switchblade to my wrists
If over time these feelings don't fade or go away
It's your fault if I do
You must know that
After all you are the one who inflicted this pain
This suffering
You're a monster
You're cruel and yes you are inhuman
Devoid of any real emotion
You broke my heart and for that......

I will never forgive you

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