Yours to take

Thoughts of you flood my brain
Can't sleep
No rest comes at all
Only those thoughts of you.

Thoughts of the past
And how things used to be
Why did I run away
And not trust you?

Nothing else to fill the void
The emptiness in my heart
The spot you occupied
No one but you.

I tried to move on
Let it all be the past
But I thought of you daily
Wondered how you were.

Thought you'd never forgive me
Let alone ever want to see me
I was so blinded by fear
And shame of what I'd done.

Now you say you thought of me too
You missed me each day
No sweeter words
Could I ever hear you say.

I want to make things right
Fix what I've broken
Restore that trust once again
Renew your faith in me.

I've wanted you more
Than anything else in the world
Yet I ran from the very thing
I wanted most of all.

How do I prove to you
What's really in my heart
The feelings I truly have for you
Everything that's hidden deep inside.

I want to give to you
Everything you desire and need
Love, trust, companionship
Friendship, all you want.

I give to you my heart,
My body, my soul, my love
Take freely of what I give
It's yours to take.